At least, u can trust me..

We've done so much things before, we've through many things, good and bad, we know. Moreover, we ever hurt each other. And i hope, we can forgive each other too. Now, i hope, we could be best friend. And i hope, you can trust me as before. I dont wanna see u sad anymore. Coz i really care about you. I hope, u can understand. Trust me, coz, deep inside my heart, i'll always care about you. And i'll feel sad, if u're sad. So, please, tell me your story, and i'll try my best to help u. :)

I Got to Move on...

Well, its the time, umm, maybe this is the time. I'm move on, we don't belong together. Now, i got to move on, and be who i am. Don't ask me to come back, cause, I've decide to go. My heart, will be fine. And i hope to your heart too to be fine. :)

I love you

I never realized, that I love you, till I make u down. Yes I did it,

Formerly, I think, "Life must go on" and then, I go, and think, that I can forget you and start of something new. But, now i know, i was wrong, and its too late. I've already make u sad. And i'm afraid that u won't forgive me.

I dont need any chance. I just want you to know. that I love you.

I was thinking, that should come back to the place where i let you down, to reach your hand, and hold you, and walking together through this together.

Now, i through my life without love. I'm sad. And i just had make you down. i'm really afraid to talk to you.

Well, I beg you, dont hate me. dont leave me. cause now I know, that I was wrong. :'(

I wish, I could turn the hands of time. I will turn the time, where I make u sad, and depressed. I dont really know, what I'm begging on,

But I know, i'm begging on you. To love me, once again.. :'(

Give me one more change

wanna cry, i'm so low, so sad, and hollow..

how could be like this? how dare you. But, thats okay. :(

Sorry for trespassed your kindness

Sorry one more time, to hurt you, to make you feeling sad. And now, i feel the same way too. Now, i can understand how you feel. Well, it's really hurt, i try my best not to cry, but i can't. I'm sad, maybe i'm not strong enough to not crying. But, in fact, i just cry.

I don't know who to face him.

Thanks to be patient with me. Now, its my time to be patient with him. Try not be understanding, but try to understand. I don't know, how long I can face it. Maybe, it was my cursed for being bad in my past.

But, thats life. We learned, we study, we face it, we failed, we're trying, until we're success, amin. Well, if i could wish upon a star, i wanna pray for something, but, well, face it, theres no fallin star. It's just in a story.

Stay Here, and Don't Go...

I'm bored, you never here for me. Did you know whether I'm bored? No, you don't. You never here for me, but you always there for her. Is that only in my mind, or that's true? I won't make you confused, or something else. Please, dont try to make me jealous, its hurt. :'(
When a girl said she's alright, in fact, she's dont.
Say that you love me, it makes me feel that you're always here with me and make me afraid if one day, not you, but me, who hurt you.
But, you don't know what is like to be like me.

My Fault

Whats my fault? tell me, so I can understand. If you don't tell me what's going on there, how can I know whats the matter?
I'm tired wtih all of this, all of the bad things that happen to me. And why it happen to me? May I left all the matter and try to don't care about the people aroud me? I am tired to take part in their life. I have my own life and problem too!! May I go to somewhere which just me in there so I can have a little of peace? Or I'm not allowed too feel the peace it self.
Please, I beg on you guys. Well, I don't wish that u will be understand everything about me. But at least, respect. Thats all, thats all that I want from u all. Can't u guys understand about this?
In my daily prayer, I was pray that I could just disappear from this earth. But, I can't. I'm too sad.