Stay Here, and Don't Go...

I'm bored, you never here for me. Did you know whether I'm bored? No, you don't. You never here for me, but you always there for her. Is that only in my mind, or that's true? I won't make you confused, or something else. Please, dont try to make me jealous, its hurt. :'(
When a girl said she's alright, in fact, she's dont.
Say that you love me, it makes me feel that you're always here with me and make me afraid if one day, not you, but me, who hurt you.
But, you don't know what is like to be like me.

My Fault

Whats my fault? tell me, so I can understand. If you don't tell me what's going on there, how can I know whats the matter?
I'm tired wtih all of this, all of the bad things that happen to me. And why it happen to me? May I left all the matter and try to don't care about the people aroud me? I am tired to take part in their life. I have my own life and problem too!! May I go to somewhere which just me in there so I can have a little of peace? Or I'm not allowed too feel the peace it self.
Please, I beg on you guys. Well, I don't wish that u will be understand everything about me. But at least, respect. Thats all, thats all that I want from u all. Can't u guys understand about this?
In my daily prayer, I was pray that I could just disappear from this earth. But, I can't. I'm too sad.